Yeah yeah and it's okay...

say, that I miss ...

climb hills

look the landscape...

 feel the eternal hug

fervor & passion

and to cuddle  

 "I tie my hands up to a chair so I don't fall that way"..... but i fall again... and it's not okay...

I hope one day to return to feeling. 
-but when??

Someday Rod, someday 

I´m  wait for now... just..., i´m wait